Yes I do serve and have for coming up on 20 years.
No, it is not disgusting to me because you assume facts I don't agree with WRT Benghazi and the video and her comments. It was a fluid situation with different information coming at different times. Some folks jump to malfeasance, and I've found the principle that never assume malice where incompetence (or lack of information, or fluid circumstances, or a whole host of things) will suffice.
I don't think she managed it brilliantly at all. I think the biggest issue to me is not the emails, but her ham-handed approach to them. She should have, from the beginning said, yep, I did some dumb stuff that in retrospect I shouldn't have done. I never intentionally tried to flout the rules or harm our security. I've learned a lesson on this that I will not only follow diligently the rest of my political career but make sure those that work for me do as well.
You make a statement like that, and then you don't have to say/answer anything else.
She didn't lie to the FBI no. Her dealings with the public are the only thing I'm concerned about to be honest. I assume that State has had an issue with email security since forever
As for the scrubbing, it's not like she personally went through those emails herself. Her team of lawyers did. Now, what people forget is that Comey said he found ZERO ill intent in how those lawyers did the scrubbing, but simply they missed some.